Here I Am

Here I am
In my loneliness
The sour feeling
Every hour
Pour like the rain
That flows into
The drain
Draining all my thoughts
Along with it
All my feelings
Drown into the abyss
Gasping for air
All I get is
Tears of fear
As I cry for hope
Hoping I was dead
Dead to move on
From this pain
This pain that
Kills me inside
And now
Here I am