death through love

Can we evaluate how our love escalated,
than dropped like a roller coaster,
stuck to a wall like a poster and fell of
like a leaf in the fall,like a glass of water falling of the edge of the table,I feel close to shattering and laying in a million pieces on the floor-

As the tables turned against me,
seems like you wanted to be the reaper,
and tried to sink this pain in deeper how I tried to seek her,and only found a faker,that would drown me in a lake and made me realize how it was all fake,it wasn't fair that you never cared-

You were my air,how you took my breath away and left me on the floor,like I had a asthma attack a vicious attack,that made my heart beat lack,as if it was about to halt,it was all your fault but fuck it might as well be mine,to think we were right-

I feel like touching the light now,when your sight is in front of me my days are darker than the night,if hatred was a light than I'd be brighter than the sun,if your done with your fun take the gun,and shoot me a thousand times,and let the hounds of hell eat my soul,cause I feel so foul.