Bethany

I can no longer hide what I found hard to believe how much I spent wondering... if you only knew babe how soon I came to realize how I felt about you Beth... you are the there I wanna be with, i was once the lonely flower in the middle of the meadow, with the petals facing down slowly roting inside, only to retreat to the outside where out there, you would lurk i know I sound like a dork... but I love you Beth :-)

where to go?

I can't rest
with the pain inside my chest,
as blood stains dressed my skin
while veins test my pulse,

how the rain,as if I was blessed
showering above my face
only to reveal a different facade,
soon to be shattered like a bottle,

only left to wonder in the corner
how if my inside is like my outside
then despite both,
I have no where

left to go.

snow flake

I'm the snow flake
that slowly falls for you,
landing on your skin
only to melt into your pores,
relieving you from the sores
that burden your soul,

resting upon your self being
i can't help but to feel so cold
with out you by my side,
struggling through a blizzard
that almost feels impossible to walk through,
as if I was walking through tar

i just wanna be the elegant white
that covers the falls burden,
to set on you
like a blanket
and keep you warm,
how could I freeze with you there,

I'm the first snow flake
that falls over your head,
turning the cold showers
once over your head,
to this warm blizzard.