Emphasize ?

Emphasize ?

Emphasize the mysteries
declaring a war
that burden in my head,
astonishing my main senses
integrating an ungracious
and gruesome manner

A creeping pattern
drives the heart curious
with an aura, do you feel intense ?
all could of waited but it would of said
go wonder far and near , the reaper will glare,
bestowed a gift from time has risen history

and for told of a story
of a boy who with a flare,
ignited an immense feeling for the dead
struggling with a thought, his mind was in defense
but his body reacted on the offense and was furious,
shrouded in the darkness he tried to see with a lantern

but there it unfold, like the god of Saturn
A seed for vegetation bloomed in his head, glorious!
he proclaimed, feeling blood flowing every were cause suspense
and composed the very dead in a row for who’s head was yet to fall ahead
from the rest, he sat and laughed and there he stood far and near for who to dare?
challenge thee, for whom would dare try to stop your gory

DEATH!

your lips

Intimacy is magnificent,
when the scent of your skin gets to me
my mouth opens wide sliding my lip
up your legs and leaving a shivering thrill,

I gaze into your eyes knowing what to fulfill,
and than I slither my hand onto your hips
as your head bends down to see
and I wish I was significant,

instead I have become the serpent
that tempts, for what is to be
so in your moist joy I sip with my bottom lip
than your eyes close and stay still

changing the course of your heart beat, you feel thrill
moving through out your body like a cruise ship
that rides on top of the waves of the deep sea
my face crawls up your chest like an infant

waiting to be nurtured by your lips.

night after night

Night after night
I wish on a star
from afar
all light is gone
than when its done
howls break the wind
breaking through our minds
is a line from the night
gripped to tight
than it breaks
but what it makes?
Soon melodies flood the air
turning stars into notes from afar
turning worlds right around
disappearing lights and turning sounds
hitting the skies are natural sparks
engulfing the light is the dark
moving tides, from the ocean
is the moons majestic emotion

look

I know how it feels to go and come back
I know how it feels to fall down and get back up
I know how it feels to be loved and love back

but did you know i was a drugaddic?
did you know I use to lock myself up in the attic?
did you know I was the cause of my loved ones panic's?

no need to worry, I am sincerely sorry
as long as i am not buried underneath the ground
than i can stand up tall and shout and make a sound

this isn't for me its all of us out there with a problem
we should walk together and solve them
because we shouldn't be left alone

I really

I don't think I appreciate you enough
and our conversation are getting kind of rough
or maybe my defense is to tough
but I love you,
how are you able to to love some one
who isn't stable, and you always forgive me day after day
you say were meant to be
so I kept you in a special place inside of me
in the depths of my heart
you enjoy me like art, and call me a master piece
so you took a part of my heart
and if you and I would fall apart
maybe us was to sudden of a start
please don't give up on me
i want you to stay because
tomorrow is another day.

forgotten poet

my mind trys to make key points. but shrouded in mist im blinded, my heart beat has ceaseed to make a rhytm, yet i continue to move as a melody,

that super hero

In your darkest hours
i would use all my powers
to be the super hero
to save you from it all,

i know im just a zero
but i would be the heater
to heat you
through the cold,

no matter
the outcome
i would never fold
i will always be,

the one
you could always hold
if you only knew
i sold it all

just to be with you?

let me feel

Let me feel guidance from above
so I could feel love,

Let me sit and meditate
while my soul gravitates,

let me use my imagination
in my times of desperation,

let me dream in my days
that wake in nightmares,

let me have faith
when I say for god's sake,

Let me enjoy a birthday
before I go and die,

let me have a belief
instead of saying what a relief,

let me be away from drama
instead of living in trauma,

let me be positive
instead of negative,

cause despite let me
let us?

we have become infants

as soon as I got out of the dark there was a light
but frightened by this light I closed my eyes,
remained and maintained close to her for I did not know
what I was or were I was ,I cried
then I tried and tried until I felt more floor
then walked further more to know more,

I finally came to realize the illuminating light,
for above my head it lied but for my eyes
all around was clear but for later above did not know
despite that I always smiled back with delight and pride
for nature was outside my door
and I could simply adore

but soon I came to know of enlightenment
and was stuck inside to question
and only to give an answer,
for I did not know of a saint
only of a Satan,who lurked outside
for I shall stay inside knowing I would be safe

knowing my ailment
I did not bother asking a question
for I knew an answer
for if there was a saint
I shall pray as others do,inside
knowing if I do as others I would be safe

but how can I move without movement?
if in one spot I not question?
for I knew one answer?
do I accept and not further give a complaint
for I shall follow one direction of a ride
am I not safe knowing I'm more still than I was infant?

you are my spring

were is my spring
that blooms a rainbow
my dear tulip's
do you need a yellow bulb
or will you wait for it to bow?
because the sun is not willing to bring,

why wont it come to melt away my winters
it is to cold inside
I want it to be warm again
because its to cold to feel vain
but why is spring far from sight?
winter has left to many splinters

no matter how elegant the snow looks
it hides a meaning
why are my tulip's buried I ask,
why wont you come and do your task?
I am sick of leaning
by my window reading the same books?

when you walk in,look above
it shines like spring you see?
you make the winter melt away
if you only knew how I miss you every day
I am always happy with what you bring me
lots of love

I love you.

why must i cry?

why must I show
how you feel?
why must i hide slow
so you can be?

why do I need you to live?
why can't I just take you out?
why do you flow your tears all in me?
why do I cry for you?

-I am sorry for my cries
but is it vein to?
I can try to stop my cries
but I can't leave for i am rooted with vain's

I try not to burst really I do
maybe you should just be in my place
absorbing what others do
maybe you should empty my space-

how?
-you know how-
I really have no clue
-there in your eyes stuck like glue-

-let them loose please
let them flow the stains you feel inside
and let your self feel relief and ease
please let me show how it is inside,-

my throat is getting dry
but my eyes are getting wet
-this is no blur you want to cry
this is no lie i can bet...

when your done you will feel free again-
my thanks as I stutter I have rendered weak
once again
I let go of the weak.

fallen love

time goes by
and it can’t be stopped
you’re a fool to pause
oh what’s the cause?

just sit by and wait
what’s yet to come?
fallen love yet to fall in love
not to fall and fail

please just wait
I know faith is being slow
shoveling through snow,
but when tomorrow comes its now

just don’t be afraid
just shout hurray
and we will both yell yay
in the sight of day.

ember

I stand out side
while the ember burns away
to inhale my very life away
if only pain could go away
I think I'd stay ,to see that very day

but I stand out side
envying the stars
how there so far
from harm
yet I am so close to harm

why is harm by my side?
Why can’t I be in another world
or hear different words
why do we hurt one another
this is my biggest bother

alone like a stone

mister,mister I knew you for a few years now
and you were never the one to break a tear,
but now
i notice that you fear,

-so look into my eyes
and see what I hide,
no one ever heard my cries
but now I am tired,

so leave and turn around
so I may disappear till next gaze
and wake up when you sound,
I mean i see you every day-

even trapped in glass,
I don't know myself
I am just a waste of mass
like a dust bunny on a shelf,

I turn to -gasp-
and realize I am all alone
once again i collapse
left to sit like a stone,

I have no one to relay on,
not even myself.

a storm in my eyes

Its pretty cloudy today
but the storm is my eyes,
it feels like only yesterday
the light was shining through my eyes,
now all I see is a blur of gray
as the two clouds hear there own cries,

a rumbling thunder
tearing my vessels with in
making me wonder,
why the ice I'm standing on is oh so thin
am I just gonna go under?
is this my fin?

I'm just gonna let it rain
let it all out,every last drop,
all out of my veins even with the pain
I would never stop
because I'm in desperation to gain
what has once non-stop

sunshine...
but now
when the rain and sun intertwine
I will see a rainbow
a strobe of colors to help me define,
the color of my eyes now,

because they have been cloudy for to long.

i love you,under the covers

what are you doing under your covers?

I am on an adventure were i am on a ship

really what did you discover?

that I am a pirate with a broken hip

well we can make our own adventure under there

really? and were would we go?can we go to never land?

yes and we never would have to come back,ever

you make time look less than sand.

how so?

your making me feel magical like a wand

do you want me to go?

no silly take me to never land
okay so?

-get under the covers.
and make me see the colors
of a different world-

-hehe okay, i hope you know i love you
and i want to make you recover
all the happiness you lost in this world-

i love you

i love you

i can i could i cant

i can have countless girls after you
i can never be faithful to anyone else again
i can no longer feel what is meant by loved

i could always think of the past
i could always remember the memories we had
i could always love you

i cant forget us nor you
i cant stop regretting my mistake
i guess i cant stop loving you.