you are my spring

were is my spring
that blooms a rainbow
my dear tulip's
do you need a yellow bulb
or will you wait for it to bow?
because the sun is not willing to bring,

why wont it come to melt away my winters
it is to cold inside
I want it to be warm again
because its to cold to feel vain
but why is spring far from sight?
winter has left to many splinters

no matter how elegant the snow looks
it hides a meaning
why are my tulip's buried I ask,
why wont you come and do your task?
I am sick of leaning
by my window reading the same books?

when you walk in,look above
it shines like spring you see?
you make the winter melt away
if you only knew how I miss you every day
I am always happy with what you bring me
lots of love

I love you.

why must i cry?

why must I show
how you feel?
why must i hide slow
so you can be?

why do I need you to live?
why can't I just take you out?
why do you flow your tears all in me?
why do I cry for you?

-I am sorry for my cries
but is it vein to?
I can try to stop my cries
but I can't leave for i am rooted with vain's

I try not to burst really I do
maybe you should just be in my place
absorbing what others do
maybe you should empty my space-

how?
-you know how-
I really have no clue
-there in your eyes stuck like glue-

-let them loose please
let them flow the stains you feel inside
and let your self feel relief and ease
please let me show how it is inside,-

my throat is getting dry
but my eyes are getting wet
-this is no blur you want to cry
this is no lie i can bet...

when your done you will feel free again-
my thanks as I stutter I have rendered weak
once again
I let go of the weak.

fallen love

time goes by
and it can’t be stopped
you’re a fool to pause
oh what’s the cause?

just sit by and wait
what’s yet to come?
fallen love yet to fall in love
not to fall and fail

please just wait
I know faith is being slow
shoveling through snow,
but when tomorrow comes its now

just don’t be afraid
just shout hurray
and we will both yell yay
in the sight of day.

ember

I stand out side
while the ember burns away
to inhale my very life away
if only pain could go away
I think I'd stay ,to see that very day

but I stand out side
envying the stars
how there so far
from harm
yet I am so close to harm

why is harm by my side?
Why can’t I be in another world
or hear different words
why do we hurt one another
this is my biggest bother

alone like a stone

mister,mister I knew you for a few years now
and you were never the one to break a tear,
but now
i notice that you fear,

-so look into my eyes
and see what I hide,
no one ever heard my cries
but now I am tired,

so leave and turn around
so I may disappear till next gaze
and wake up when you sound,
I mean i see you every day-

even trapped in glass,
I don't know myself
I am just a waste of mass
like a dust bunny on a shelf,

I turn to -gasp-
and realize I am all alone
once again i collapse
left to sit like a stone,

I have no one to relay on,
not even myself.

a storm in my eyes

Its pretty cloudy today
but the storm is my eyes,
it feels like only yesterday
the light was shining through my eyes,
now all I see is a blur of gray
as the two clouds hear there own cries,

a rumbling thunder
tearing my vessels with in
making me wonder,
why the ice I'm standing on is oh so thin
am I just gonna go under?
is this my fin?

I'm just gonna let it rain
let it all out,every last drop,
all out of my veins even with the pain
I would never stop
because I'm in desperation to gain
what has once non-stop

sunshine...
but now
when the rain and sun intertwine
I will see a rainbow
a strobe of colors to help me define,
the color of my eyes now,

because they have been cloudy for to long.

i love you,under the covers

what are you doing under your covers?

I am on an adventure were i am on a ship

really what did you discover?

that I am a pirate with a broken hip

well we can make our own adventure under there

really? and were would we go?can we go to never land?

yes and we never would have to come back,ever

you make time look less than sand.

how so?

your making me feel magical like a wand

do you want me to go?

no silly take me to never land
okay so?

-get under the covers.
and make me see the colors
of a different world-

-hehe okay, i hope you know i love you
and i want to make you recover
all the happiness you lost in this world-

i love you

i love you

i can i could i cant

i can have countless girls after you
i can never be faithful to anyone else again
i can no longer feel what is meant by loved

i could always think of the past
i could always remember the memories we had
i could always love you

i cant forget us nor you
i cant stop regretting my mistake
i guess i cant stop loving you.