we have become infants

as soon as I got out of the dark there was a light
but frightened by this light I closed my eyes,
remained and maintained close to her for I did not know
what I was or were I was ,I cried
then I tried and tried until I felt more floor
then walked further more to know more,

I finally came to realize the illuminating light,
for above my head it lied but for my eyes
all around was clear but for later above did not know
despite that I always smiled back with delight and pride
for nature was outside my door
and I could simply adore

but soon I came to know of enlightenment
and was stuck inside to question
and only to give an answer,
for I did not know of a saint
only of a Satan,who lurked outside
for I shall stay inside knowing I would be safe

knowing my ailment
I did not bother asking a question
for I knew an answer
for if there was a saint
I shall pray as others do,inside
knowing if I do as others I would be safe

but how can I move without movement?
if in one spot I not question?
for I knew one answer?
do I accept and not further give a complaint
for I shall follow one direction of a ride
am I not safe knowing I'm more still than I was infant?