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whether the weather is cold or warm
your the opposite to me
and if you forgot here I go,
saying words you'll think twice about,
and will you ever learn how you make me feel
because I'm happy to have met you
and I go on and on saying I love you
and you hesitate to believe me
even though in my deepest dept
you make me breath and exhale
till I burst like the blowhole of a whale,
and suddenly I'm on flow with waves
drifting to tides close to the horizon
or even as far as the Mediterranean sea
and crossing many oceans
the Atlantic or Pacific
my heart stays specific
and stays on land with you

and even though i make you feel so down
there's no stopping me from ever trying
to make you smile,
even though I made a mile between us
I'm pretty sure the mileage on my words can make it,
if they don't than I would have to knock on your door
and drop dead to the floor,
darling don't get scared I am just showing you,
that I am dead without you
and lost my sense
and sorry for confusion
for my immoral illusion
of being seduced by your being
by you being the one besides me
when I am in my loneliest hour
can you feel the power in my words?

I guess I am sorry for all the pain
I have ever caused,
and the cold times
I have put you through,
all the tears you have shed
after every fight,
I just want you to know!
you are the light
that guides me through the dark,
even though it sounds cheesy
its one of the easiest way to explain
how I feel about you.

You Cause Bad Habits

once in a while it comes
than other times it flows away
and the days keeping on coming,
not being able to stop time
you sit inpatient,

and the worst gets the best of you
sitting, being consumed by the worst,
cracking bottles, drinking
and trying to keep on tripping
you keep on sipping it all way.

just how much do you know
assuming and pursuing
a reason that causes a treason,
and making the seasons unbalance
and I take one glance
but here I go to another glass
and end up falling on my ass
I cant pass a drink,

and the worst gets the best of you
sitting, being consumed by the worst,
cracking bottles, drinking
and trying to keep on tripping
you keep on sipping it all way,

if you could figure me out
maybe i would be less insecure
but instead you make me look for a cure
and all I can write is mural,
yes a picture on a wall
that supposedly means a thousands words
and maybe one of my works
would make you understand
and no matter how high I stand
you could never look up at me
because you keep on going on
making me sink like the titanic
how ironic,comparing myself
to something that isn't human
and I try to stay immune but

and the worst gets the best of you
sitting, being consumed by the worst,
cracking bottles drinking
and trying to keep on tripping
you keep on sipping it all way

Remembering

as the sun goes up every morning
i start learning
that through my actions and words
i make my own set of chords
that play a song from the beginning

were i talked to you
and felt accepted
and had laughters all night long
even though we woke up kind of late
every morning ,

scared to admit how i felt
i dealt with internal silence, soon to melt,
i needed a coat of ice to shield me
but i guess it was thin ice and i had to be me
eventually

than i started seeing you more
and even walked you to your front door
we walked miles on our first date
that i got home kind of late,
but whos to say the person was fare
i walked so much but got to kiss her at times square

and again we got home kind of late
but i love the way we ate together
and as i saw you more i dreamed
about you more that my smile beamed to the sky

and now that your going for a week
i guess the idea has me feeling kind of weak
and i know that a part of me will try to seek
the one thing im missing even know im missing
because more than kissing i kind of like the fact
that i have some one thats worth missing :)

under the moonlight

if the stars were near
maybe they can hear my wish tonight
and i know id be able to sleep through the night
knowing your alright
and even if your mad at me
here id be

you can dream all night
and awake id be
because your my dream come true
and only few could say
i cant wait for the next day
because there you'd be
and here id be

under the moonlight
i lay tonight
under the stars
i sing this song tonight
singing the song of hope
tonight

and if you knew
how much i need you
and how the silence
causes violence inside my head,
and no med's can calm
or tame the thoughts
that burden my brain,
and like a train wreck
I'm heading off my course
and of course
your the tracks
that keep me on track
and you have become my crack,
and now I'm addicted
to the point of no return
and I'm not turning back
so

under the moonlight
i lay tonight
under the stars
i sing this song tonight
singing the song of hope
tonight

with this said i hope tonight
we could make it right
because tonight
three nights ago
we were fine
and to me
you ll always be
one of kind
and Nicole
your the coal
that keeps this train going...

Art Of Letting Go

(verse 1)
I remember the day i walked up to you
I saw that little smirk
and with it you made that remark
that spoke for itself,
it made a deaf person want to listen up
now they wish they were blind
so he wouldn't see,
what you have become.

(chorus)
so now I'm lost
between the borders of hate and lust,
and my heart is trapped in time collecting dust,
but why cant my heart just raise its hands up!
and stop repeating the beat that makes me jump,
and i know letting go will get me off this lump!!!

(verse 2)
so come on come on
don't stop believing me
cant you see i mean everything i say,
and everyday
the way i say it had a tone to it
and with it i meant it day after day
but you took me for granted
and i thought i enchanted your life
but than you go along
saying i was the cause of the misery in your LIFE !
so this is how i feel,call it my song

(chorus)x2
so now I'm lost
between the borders of hate and lust,
and my heart is trapped in time collecting dust,
but why cant my heart just raise its hands up!
and stop repeating the beat that makes me jump,
and i know letting go will get me off this lump!!!

(verse 3)
so stop!
just go and get out of here
i don't want you near
any god damn part of me ,
you are no longer a fear
inside of me
you no longer burden any part of me!
i used to fall apart but now
your no longer a part of me
so call this the art of letting you go.