You Cause Bad Habits

once in a while it comes
than other times it flows away
and the days keeping on coming,
not being able to stop time
you sit inpatient,

and the worst gets the best of you
sitting, being consumed by the worst,
cracking bottles, drinking
and trying to keep on tripping
you keep on sipping it all way.

just how much do you know
assuming and pursuing
a reason that causes a treason,
and making the seasons unbalance
and I take one glance
but here I go to another glass
and end up falling on my ass
I cant pass a drink,

and the worst gets the best of you
sitting, being consumed by the worst,
cracking bottles, drinking
and trying to keep on tripping
you keep on sipping it all way,

if you could figure me out
maybe i would be less insecure
but instead you make me look for a cure
and all I can write is mural,
yes a picture on a wall
that supposedly means a thousands words
and maybe one of my works
would make you understand
and no matter how high I stand
you could never look up at me
because you keep on going on
making me sink like the titanic
how ironic,comparing myself
to something that isn't human
and I try to stay immune but

and the worst gets the best of you
sitting, being consumed by the worst,
cracking bottles drinking
and trying to keep on tripping
you keep on sipping it all way

Remembering

as the sun goes up every morning
i start learning
that through my actions and words
i make my own set of chords
that play a song from the beginning

were i talked to you
and felt accepted
and had laughters all night long
even though we woke up kind of late
every morning ,

scared to admit how i felt
i dealt with internal silence, soon to melt,
i needed a coat of ice to shield me
but i guess it was thin ice and i had to be me
eventually

than i started seeing you more
and even walked you to your front door
we walked miles on our first date
that i got home kind of late,
but whos to say the person was fare
i walked so much but got to kiss her at times square

and again we got home kind of late
but i love the way we ate together
and as i saw you more i dreamed
about you more that my smile beamed to the sky

and now that your going for a week
i guess the idea has me feeling kind of weak
and i know that a part of me will try to seek
the one thing im missing even know im missing
because more than kissing i kind of like the fact
that i have some one thats worth missing :)

under the moonlight

if the stars were near
maybe they can hear my wish tonight
and i know id be able to sleep through the night
knowing your alright
and even if your mad at me
here id be

you can dream all night
and awake id be
because your my dream come true
and only few could say
i cant wait for the next day
because there you'd be
and here id be

under the moonlight
i lay tonight
under the stars
i sing this song tonight
singing the song of hope
tonight

and if you knew
how much i need you
and how the silence
causes violence inside my head,
and no med's can calm
or tame the thoughts
that burden my brain,
and like a train wreck
I'm heading off my course
and of course
your the tracks
that keep me on track
and you have become my crack,
and now I'm addicted
to the point of no return
and I'm not turning back
so

under the moonlight
i lay tonight
under the stars
i sing this song tonight
singing the song of hope
tonight

with this said i hope tonight
we could make it right
because tonight
three nights ago
we were fine
and to me
you ll always be
one of kind
and Nicole
your the coal
that keeps this train going...