Remembering

as the sun goes up every morning
i start learning
that through my actions and words
i make my own set of chords
that play a song from the beginning

were i talked to you
and felt accepted
and had laughters all night long
even though we woke up kind of late
every morning ,

scared to admit how i felt
i dealt with internal silence, soon to melt,
i needed a coat of ice to shield me
but i guess it was thin ice and i had to be me
eventually

than i started seeing you more
and even walked you to your front door
we walked miles on our first date
that i got home kind of late,
but whos to say the person was fare
i walked so much but got to kiss her at times square

and again we got home kind of late
but i love the way we ate together
and as i saw you more i dreamed
about you more that my smile beamed to the sky

and now that your going for a week
i guess the idea has me feeling kind of weak
and i know that a part of me will try to seek
the one thing im missing even know im missing
because more than kissing i kind of like the fact
that i have some one thats worth missing :)